Defend Of the Ancient

I has been addicted to play game since i was young it become a culture to those people that born in 1988 ,most of my friend same age with play the same game and watch the same movie... yet still dunno how to spend my free time except playing game... All though i have already reduce the number of the game in my facebook and didn't install any single online game on my lappie, even start holding a book before i slept(read few page only sleep adi)... but i just can't stop playing this strategic game name DotA,D.O.T.A stand for Defense of the Ancients... Is a game control a single unit(Hero) and push it to be stronger to fight against your enemy from destroying your homeland or you go and destroy their homeland (sound bored right). I have no idea why i so addicted into this game that spent most of time on my 17-23 age playing that game... imagine that when i start playing i can play the single game at least 9 hours per days.. Except sleeping, i was playing the freaking Dota for the whloe day (wtf). Which make me scolded by parent who not doing things suppose to be done and can u believe that i always fight with my ex becoz of this game... Feel sorry when i think back... Self Discipline is not there at all... No life at all by doing that... now when i think back,this game make me bored...but is a good sign of improvement... Sometimes Boring and dun have anything to replace my previous behavior... when no gf around, no game to play, no money to spend... what else can do... going back to old attitude lu...... but with a clearer mindset... If now i want to play I ONLY play Two ROUND PER time.....I promise with my finger closing hahah

喜欢

喜欢你的头发 喜欢你的脸颊
喜欢你微笑的时候眼里藏不住的光
喜欢你的害羞 喜欢你的疯狂
想要一天二十四个小时守在你身旁

喜欢开你玩笑 喜欢叫你傻瓜
喜欢吓你一跳的时候看你慌张的模样
喜欢搭你肩膀 喜欢你会怕痒
喜欢趁你没有防备偷袭你的手指甲

想要抱你一下 贴紧我的胸膛
想要告诉你这样下去不是办法
想要把你绑架 想要带你回家
想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒

想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒

思念你令我惊慌 想到你令我膨胀
你的每个笑容都会令我幸福的快爆炸
见你的时候我总是说些傻呼呼的蠢话
令我随时随地濒临疯狂

喜欢开你玩笑 喜欢叫你傻瓜
喜欢吓你一跳的时候看你慌张的模样
喜欢搭你肩膀 喜欢你会怕痒
喜欢趁你没有防备偷袭你的手指甲

想要抱你一下 贴紧我的胸膛
想要告诉你这样下去不是办法
想要把你绑架 想要带你回家
想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒

思念你令我惊慌 想到你令我膨胀
你的每个笑容都会令我幸福的快爆炸
见你的时候我总是说些傻呼呼的蠢话
令我随时随地濒临疯狂

喜欢你的头发 喜欢你的脸颊
喜欢你微笑的时候眼里藏不住的光
喜欢你的害羞 喜欢你的疯狂
想要一天二十四个小时守在你身旁

Once in my life

Only once in my life, I truly believe that i had already found someone who can completely change me and my personality..she is something different that i ever met before ..When i tell her things that I’ve never shared with another soul and guess what she will absorb everything I had said and actually she want to hear more.She will just lay down quietly like a small little child on my arm and listen to everything i said. I share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at me. When something wonderful happens, I can’t wait to tell her about it, knowing that she will share in my excitement. She will never  hurt my feelings even she does she will fell guilty...she will never make me feel like i'm not good enough, but rather they build me up and show me the things about myself that make me special . There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when she was around. I  can always be myself and not worry about what they will think of me because she love me for who I am. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or talk become invaluable treasures kept safe in my heart to cherish forever. Memories of my childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Color seem brighter and more brilliant.... Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent . A phone call  during the day helps to get me through a long day’s activities and always brings a smile on my face. In her presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but i find myself ’re quite comfort in just having her nearby. Things that never interested me before become fascinating because i know that it is important to this person who is so special to me. I will think of this person on every occasion and in everything i had done. Simple things bring her to mind like a light blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. I'm open my  heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, I'm experience a love and joy that i'm never dreamed possible. i'm find strength in knowing her as a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. She is hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” 

The way....

The way they always smell good even if it's just  shampoo

The way they always find the right spot on our shoulder how cute they look when they sleep the ease in which they fit into our arms

The way they kiss you and make everything alright in the world how cute they are when they eat

The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end its all worth while

The way they are always warm even if its minus 30 degrees

The way they look good no matter what they wear

The way she reject the compliments even though you both know shes the most beautiful thing on this earth how cute they are when they argue

How their hand always seems to find ours

The way they smile

The way you feel when you see her name on the caller id after you've had a big fight

The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know an hour later...

The way they kiss you when you've done something nice for her

The way they kiss you when you say"i love you"

Actually.. just the way they kiss you

The way they fall into your arms when they cry

Then apologizing for crying over something that silly

The way they hit you and expect it to hurt

Then the way they apologize when it really does hurt (even though we dont admit it!)

The way they say "I miss you"

The way you miss them

The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it does not hurt her anymore...

We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not from a mind, but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.........................

你很愛他

當你決定你要離開我
我沒有說什麼 就當作你自由

有好幾次我都想挽留 哭求也沒有用
就當作是寂寞

因為我能明白 他的溫柔對你是種解脫
就坦白告訴我 誰是你的最愛

其實你很愛他 對我的懲罰
說你沒有想他 是可憐我吧
我已沒有藉口 只能放手
不敢奢求 你說愛我


其實你很愛他 他很溫柔嗎
其實你很想他 就說出口吧
我已不想多說 摀住耳朵
不想再次聽到你說 你很愛他

其實你很愛他 對我的懲罰
說你沒有想他 是可憐我吧
我已沒有藉口 只能放手
不能奢求 你說愛我

其實你很愛他 他很溫柔嗎
其實你很想他 就說出口吧
我已不想多說 摀住耳朵
不想再次聽到你說 你很愛他 你很愛他 你很愛他

心雨

你总有你的借口，当我说你没向我拿照片你就会说你曾想过。

你不要我白天陪你，因为你知道我不喜欢所以不要我陪。

为什么你不改变你自己的想法白天也牵手呢？

每次只有我迁就你，你呢？难道就不能迁就下吗？

你说知道我受委屈，那又怎样？你还是一样那么做。

你很自私只想到自己的感受，难道你没想过我的感受吗？

连现在我都觉得我像救生圈，不公开是因为你怕万一公开了，

有什么事时你要向很多人解释对吗？

你永远都是那么介意别人的看法。对你毫无损失的看法。

你说有什么就说出来，但当我说出来了却没有解决的办法。

不是没有解决方式，有时候是你没心想解决。

如果你不会珍惜我，或者不想珍惜我，以后就请你别后悔。

缘

我不是一个喜欢说出自己的感觉的人但不写出来却没人知道我的想法，我觉得是你改变了我，原来你真的有那个能耐。只从我中学后我已经很久很久没有用过华语了都快生锈了所以要我写回华语真的要时间跟尽力来写。。所以写的不好别怪我。

我觉得如果彼此出现早一点，也许就不会和另一个人十指紧扣。又或者相遇的再晚一点，晚到两个人在各自的爱情经历中慢慢地学会了包容与体谅、善待和妥协，也许走到一起的时候，就不会那么轻易地放弃，任性地转身，放走了爱情。没有早一步也没有晚一步，那是太难得的缘份。。。。