Saturday, May 18, 2013

My birthday with Dear


因为考试所以很久都没写部落格了,但怕她以为我不写了所以写回去。今年的生日有点不同了因为多了一个人陪伴,那个人就是我亲爱的宝贝,很开心又她的陪伴,有了她好像人生突然有了颜色。真的很感谢她给了我一个特别的生日。宝贝真的很用心的为我安排我的生日。不管几忙都好她都忙着帮我庆祝,而我切在哪里发脾气叫他不要弄了来陪我。但是我忘了她在用心计划时最希望一切事情会跟着她的计划走,但我切在哪里发脾气,真不好意识哦贝。看到她东跑西跑忙着帮我准备生日的东西又一边忙着考试的东西真的有点心痛,担心她会累然后又病了。宝贝这个人是个傻瓜因为每次只会为别人想但却忘了为自己想,所以身为她男朋友的我也要多加为她想想才行。

当天,贝就好像来拐带人那样驾着她的那辆小红车来到我家就拿了我最爱吃的榴莲蛋糕给我,因为贝知道我最爱吃,而且他可能要我”榴莲“=”留念“当时的她。我拿回家放进冰箱里后就下楼了。到她的车旁边,贝真的有时很坏蛋已经坐去左边的车位,要求我驾车载她。她说喜欢被我载。宝贝那天穿到很特别,因为她穿了我送她的掉带衣,看起来很不错,我超喜欢的,但是因为宝贝身材太好了所以我限制她只能在跟我出去时才能穿,可怜的贝有那么大男人主义的男朋友,没得选咯谁叫我是她的男朋友。


我们就约好了在pizza hut 哪里庆祝,我和贝就坐楼上,order好了贝就拿我的礼物给我,很久都没收礼物了好开心,所以只要是是贝送的我都会喜欢,而且我也不希望她花太多钱在我的生日。贝很有心思的,她花了很多时间用纸折成心形然后慢慢的放进美丽玻璃瓶里而且还有照片在里面。还有贝写了一封信,信里面的内容只有我跟她懂罢了,但是贝在信里写了一些很感动的东西,看的出贝很用心付出,而且她很希望我们会长久的走下去会有未来毕竟感情得来不容易大家都克服了很多难题才到今天。当时好想对“贝说谢谢你”,我也是会为我们的未来努力,我们一起努力。

贝还送了一个很可爱的生日卡给我,里面有小卡通在弹钢琴。还有贝怕我们分开两地时会越来越少想对方,所以送了一个情侣杯一红色的和一个蓝色的。贝说她去SG后她也会带去,听到她那样说当时好难过,只是不懂要说什么,且又不想让她知道怕他担心。放心啦贝我喝水一定会想到你的。贝当天还拍了很多她很满意的照片。那天贝什么都听我的,我要这个我要那个她都尽量答应为了就是哄我开心。哈哈那么大了还有人哄也不错的。

吃饱后会到家,大家什么都不想,贝就陪我聊天,当时贝还在那里忙着帮我拍照真是辛苦她了。我们聊了好多。多希望当时有多啦A梦的时间停留工具,这样就能够让时间停留在那一刻。贝很担心走了丢下我一个人没人陪。我也好不舍得贝离开,但是我又希望她尽快顺利毕业。



 
 
     
                                      














谢谢你宝贝给了我一个美好的生日。。LOVE U

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Long Distance Relationship








Long Distance Relationship is a big challenge and full of obstacle ahead . In fact, they’re really tough.We spend countless of hours just talking through a phone or through a screen. We can’t see the person when we want to or when we need them most.. We can’t hug, We can’t hold hands, We can’t kiss. We lose the intimacy in a physical sense. But then, Our relationship becomes based on each other and nothing else. We must learn to communicate, because a long-distance relationship without communication is nothing.

We learn to trust, because We can’t always see or know everything the person is doing.

We learn to sacrifice, because someone’s always going to lose a bit of sleep from the time difference.

And lastly, We learn to appreciate.

Normally we will never think of the effect when we still can meet each other ,so we take it for granted for the people and relationships in our lives because we think they’ll always be there and never leave ...

But When we only have a limited amount of time with a person,we learn to appreciate and cherish every single moment we have with them.When we finally see that person after weeks or months or year of seeing them only through a computer screen,It is one of the greatest feelings in the world.When we’ ve waited for something so long and we finally have it,we cherish it. The key to a long-distance relationship is faith.


I believe that if  both of us are not willing to give up, If both of us are willing to stand up and still try after every time one of us or both of us fall.


“Distance isn’t for the fearful, it’s for the people who want to be together so badly "


It’s for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for the little time with the one they love.

Sometime when we face problem and difficulty in life and feel want to let go and we will start to think something -ve especially for those people who have n -ve thought often ,so what can i say ?

I hope that  to those -ve people please view Long Distance Relationship from other of perspective (+ve) as bellow :

Long distance relationship is one of the best relationships. 
It's really sweet to see two patient hearts that are willing to wait because they think that everything is worth it anyway.
Yes although it's hard not being together
physically, you cannot hold each other's
hand, you cannot kiss and hug each other,
but still, you know that one day you WILL for sure!!!!





After you go to SG  for me i think 

My sweetest memory - UR msg!
My biggest sadness - The distance! 
My biggest hope - I will see you soon!
My strongest prayer - Our Relation continues forever..hehe


At that time my eyes is always jealous on my heart,
Do u know why?
Because u r so far from my eyes and
So close to my heart . . . .



From EDVAN dictionary the definition of Miss You


M : My Soul Needs You
I : Impossible to Live Without You
S : Scare Without You
S : Simply You are My Life
Y: You And Me Is The Same person
O: Of course I Love You
U : Unlimited Of Words Cant Describe How Much I Needs You… 

"Never Accept the definition of life from Others, "It is Your life,
define it by yourself. The way U love, The way You forgive."
"Because "No one knows about "YOU" better than "Yourself."

                                                         
                                              
    JACLYNN -------- ♥ -------- EDVAN 




Last word for U Jac my darling......

I don't need a perfect relationship, I just need someone who won't give up on me.♥













Saturday, March 30, 2013

Couple in public

after receive complain from my girlfriend  that i stop writing blog ard , so i decide to write something about couple hehe...

Normally when couple on dates, generally they will hold each other hands and sit close to each other, right?  And yet -  they can't do anything more, because there are in the PUBLIC......


Sometime when i walk alone on the path ,taking public transport or subway (LRT),i like to observe other couple acting and their behavior . Enjoy the act of desiring each other, caress each other's arms during a movie, sit next to each other on one side of the table, kiss a bunch while on the subway platform, sit ridiculously close on the train, hold hands under the table.  This are the things that couple would have done during dating. When i saw other couple holding hand together  i will recall back  those thing that we had done before among this couple and it actually make me feel sweet...i really hope u can stay beside me....

a single movement carry a thousand meaning...because of love...


And may these gorgeous photos inspire you..






















Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Defend Of the Ancient


I has been addicted to play game since i was young it become a culture to those people that born in 1988 ,most of my friend same age with play the same game and watch the same movie... yet still dunno how to spend my free time except playing game... All though i have already reduce the number of the game in my facebook and didn't install any single online game on my lappie, even start holding a book before i slept(read few page only sleep adi)... but i just can't stop playing this strategic game name DotA,D.O.T.A stand for Defense of the Ancients... Is a game control a single unit(Hero) and push it to be stronger to fight against your enemy from destroying your homeland or you go and destroy their homeland (sound bored right). I have no idea why i so addicted into this game that spent most of time on my 17-23 age playing that game... imagine that when i start playing i can play the single game at least 9 hours per days.. Except sleeping, i was playing the freaking Dota for the whloe day (wtf). Which make me scolded by parent who not doing things suppose to be done and can u believe that i always fight with my ex becoz of this game... Feel sorry when i think back... Self Discipline is not there at all... No life at all by doing that... now when i think back,this game make me bored...but is a good sign of improvement... Sometimes Boring and dun have anything to replace my previous behavior... when no gf around, no game to play, no money to spend... what else can do... going back to old attitude lu...... but with a clearer mindset... If now i want to play I ONLY play Two ROUND PER time.....I promise with my finger closing hahah



Monday, February 11, 2013

喜欢


喜欢你的头发 喜欢你的脸颊
喜欢你微笑的时候眼里藏不住的光
喜欢你的害羞 喜欢你的疯狂
想要一天二十四个小时守在你身旁

喜欢开你玩笑 喜欢叫你傻瓜

喜欢吓你一跳的时候看你慌张的模样
喜欢搭你肩膀 喜欢你会怕痒
喜欢趁你没有防备偷袭你的手指甲

想要抱你一下 贴紧我的胸膛

想要告诉你这样下去不是办法
想要把你绑架 想要带你回家
想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒

想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒


思念你令我惊慌 想到你令我膨胀

你的每个笑容都会令我幸福的快爆炸
见你的时候我总是说些傻呼呼的蠢话
令我随时随地濒临疯狂

喜欢开你玩笑 喜欢叫你傻瓜

喜欢吓你一跳的时候看你慌张的模样
喜欢搭你肩膀 喜欢你会怕痒
喜欢趁你没有防备偷袭你的手指甲

想要抱你一下 贴紧我的胸膛

想要告诉你这样下去不是办法
想要把你绑架 想要带你回家
想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒

思念你令我惊慌 想到你令我膨胀

你的每个笑容都会令我幸福的快爆炸
见你的时候我总是说些傻呼呼的蠢话
令我随时随地濒临疯狂

喜欢你的头发 喜欢你的脸颊

喜欢你微笑的时候眼里藏不住的光
喜欢你的害羞 喜欢你的疯狂
想要一天二十四个小时守在你身旁

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Once in my life


Only once in my life, I truly believe that i had already found someone who can completely change me and my personality..she is something different that i ever met before ..When i tell her things that I’ve never shared with another soul and guess what she will absorb everything I had said and actually she want to hear more.She will just lay down quietly like a small little child on my arm and listen to everything i said. I share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at me. When something wonderful happens, I can’t wait to tell her about it, knowing that she will share in my excitement. She will never  hurt my feelings even she does she will fell guilty...she will never make me feel like i'm not good enough, but rather they build me up and show me the things about myself that make me special . There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when she was around. I  can always be myself and not worry about what they will think of me because she love me for who I am. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or talk become invaluable treasures kept safe in my heart to cherish forever. Memories of my childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Color seem brighter and more brilliant.... Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent . A phone call  during the day helps to get me through a long day’s activities and always brings a smile on my face. In her presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but i find myself ’re quite comfort in just having her nearby. Things that never interested me before become fascinating because i know that it is important to this person who is so special to me. I will think of this person on every occasion and in everything i had done. Simple things bring her to mind like a light blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. I'm open my  heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, I'm experience a love and joy that i'm never dreamed possible. i'm find strength in knowing her as a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. She is hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” 





The way....



The way they always smell good even if it's just  shampoo
The way they always find the right spot on our shoulder how cute they look when they sleep the ease in which they fit into our arms
The way they kiss you and make everything alright in the world how cute they are when they eat
The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end its all worth while
The way they are always warm even if its minus 30 degrees
The way they look good no matter what they wear
The way she reject the compliments even though you both know shes the most beautiful thing on this earth how cute they are when they argue
How their hand always seems to find ours
The way they smile
The way you feel when you see her name on the caller id after you've had a big fight
The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know an hour later...
The way they kiss you when you've done something nice for her
The way they kiss you when you say"i love you"
Actually.. just the way they kiss you
The way they fall into your arms when they cry
Then apologizing for crying over something that silly
The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
Then the way they apologize when it really does hurt (even though we dont admit it!)
The way they say "I miss you"
The way you miss them
The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it does not hurt her anymore...
We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not from a mind, but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.........................