Running out of time...

Dear ,u must be extremely tired....You fall a sleep again in the middle of replying my msg but i will never angry with you ,i just want to to have a good rest ,you can reply my msg tomorrow.. I wish  i can stay beside you right now ,watching your sleeping face and cuddles you in my embrace..

Dear, i want to say thank you for everything u did and you never give up on me at the critical time...i feel lucky to having you as my girlfriend ....the previous semester I face many difficulty and there was many obstacle many problem i have to solve....At the end i success to overcome it... ..is you the one who always comfort me when i'm down,encourage me when i was week .sometime  i had did something wrong or feel so sad u will never question me and blaming me  ...you just stay by my side and hug me with you tenderness..No one can understand me so badly , except you....

Actually dear i have two contrast emotion  within me this few day...i feel moody but at the same time i feel happy too.The thing that make me moody is .....you going to leave Kampar soon, it was the starting of my nightmare,till now i still wondering whether i can face it or not?  what ever it is i have to face it like a men although i still a child in you heart that sometime make you feel worry.. you surely know what i mean right...All the people i know leave one by one ,this place will become unfamiliar to me like Zombie land... they have been with me for four years not merely as friends or companion but also a special bond that cannot be explain as we fight together since foundation with the aim to graduate.....however the thing that make me happy is finally you can graduate and most of my frend also...

This few day i had think allot, because when you are busy , u take longer time to reply my msg....i wondering will it be the same situation happens after u go to sg in future.....


I'm worry about if phone calls or Skype or whatever communication way that we are using now cannot pleases you as you wish to see me more ...at times I question God and ask Him why make us meet each other and separate us....He really put a test for me....

I'm worry when at the moments that I'm down and wish to find you to talk , but seeing you so tired after work....I think i will starting keep it to myself as I know you didn't good life after whole day working...and at times if I wish to cheer you with jokes and stories or excite you by telling you what special event that I have done.....all of those seem like can't stimulate you...


I'm worry that one day.....I seldom can guess what you're doing.......and 
The distance from Kampar to Sg wont change but 
The distance from your heart and my heart had already change...... 

Past Relationships

Previously i will never announce to the world about my relationship, because i think that this kind of stuff is better to keep it low profile,but for this time with my cute babe
I am officially told the world about our relationship.

I don't care and mind what people commented or talking bad thing about us.
Maybe some of then no even like us to be together.but for me is nothing to worry about.
Never explain yourself to anyone because the person who likes you doesn't need it...
Guess that we have all been there at some point in our lives.  : P

A new Relationship is a new starting point of the life.
Now whatever i do ,I need to take into consideration of my other part if not she will getting angry later haha.
In my point of view Relationship make you become a responsible person ,train u to take care of the other.

I guess most of us have experienced a failed relationship, and most of us have to always learn from mistake from the past experienced,because if u repeated the same mistake again and again ,the result will never differ from previous ,I ask about your EX,because i try to understand why you failed in previous relationship,and i try to not repeat what they do....

Sometime, I never blame any of my EX...We know that we already work hard and try our best ,give everything we got to maintain our relationship,but sometime it just wont work,then is the time to go on. They come into my life and taught me many thing. actually for me, Gal is a good Wikipedia...I keep it learn it and will not repeat the same thing.

Now, is turn for me to work hard for my girlfriend to get a better relationship. I care for my future and now. Spend life with who makes me happy, but not the person who have to impress.

Gal ... You are the one I looking for and you are my current... Lets work together for our relationship success.

It's perfect, and touches me deep
First thing in the morning, when I hear you speak
And last thing at night as you bid me sweet dreams
The brush of your lips lets me know what you mean

And all of the hours that pass through the day
Those spent together and when you're away
I think of you always, imagine your touch
Think how to show you, I love you so much

So when we're apart, and you long for me near
Just try to remember you're already here
For deep in my heart, where no one can see
You'll be forever, together we'll be.

 Dont't let past relationship ruin your future happiness ,scar remind us of where we've been,not where we're going....
Dont't bring past relationship into your future,because it will adding more scar in our heart....

“Look at life through the windshield; not the rear view mirror ‘

If we realize that there is no gain in thinking about the past relationships, then we will not spend our valuable time in thinking about unworthy people. “You can never cross the ocean unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore’. So, let’s forget the past and tread into the future with positive thinking.

My birthday with Dear

因为考试所以很久都没写部落格了，但怕她以为我不写了所以写回去。今年的生日有点不同了因为多了一个人陪伴，那个人就是我亲爱的宝贝，很开心又她的陪伴，有了她好像人生突然有了颜色。真的很感谢她给了我一个特别的生日。宝贝真的很用心的为我安排我的生日。不管几忙都好她都忙着帮我庆祝，而我切在哪里发脾气叫他不要弄了来陪我。但是我忘了她在用心计划时最希望一切事情会跟着她的计划走，但我切在哪里发脾气，真不好意识哦贝。看到她东跑西跑忙着帮我准备生日的东西又一边忙着考试的东西真的有点心痛，担心她会累然后又病了。宝贝这个人是个傻瓜因为每次只会为别人想但却忘了为自己想，所以身为她男朋友的我也要多加为她想想才行。

当天，贝就好像来拐带人那样驾着她的那辆小红车来到我家就拿了我最爱吃的榴莲蛋糕给我，因为贝知道我最爱吃，而且他可能要我”榴莲“=”留念“当时的她。我拿回家放进冰箱里后就下楼了。到她的车旁边，贝真的有时很坏蛋已经坐去左边的车位，要求我驾车载她。她说喜欢被我载。宝贝那天穿到很特别，因为她穿了我送她的掉带衣，看起来很不错，我超喜欢的，但是因为宝贝身材太好了所以我限制她只能在跟我出去时才能穿，可怜的贝有那么大男人主义的男朋友，没得选咯谁叫我是她的男朋友。

我们就约好了在pizza hut 哪里庆祝，我和贝就坐楼上，order好了贝就拿我的礼物给我，很久都没收礼物了好开心，所以只要是是贝送的我都会喜欢，而且我也不希望她花太多钱在我的生日。贝很有心思的，她花了很多时间用纸折成心形然后慢慢的放进美丽玻璃瓶里而且还有照片在里面。还有贝写了一封信，信里面的内容只有我跟她懂罢了，但是贝在信里写了一些很感动的东西，看的出贝很用心付出，而且她很希望我们会长久的走下去会有未来毕竟感情得来不容易大家都克服了很多难题才到今天。当时好想对“贝说谢谢你”，我也是会为我们的未来努力，我们一起努力。

贝还送了一个很可爱的生日卡给我，里面有小卡通在弹钢琴。还有贝怕我们分开两地时会越来越少想对方，所以送了一个情侣杯一红色的和一个蓝色的。贝说她去SG后她也会带去，听到她那样说当时好难过，只是不懂要说什么，且又不想让她知道怕他担心。放心啦贝我喝水一定会想到你的。贝当天还拍了很多她很满意的照片。那天贝什么都听我的，我要这个我要那个她都尽量答应为了就是哄我开心。哈哈那么大了还有人哄也不错的。

吃饱后会到家，大家什么都不想，贝就陪我聊天，当时贝还在那里忙着帮我拍照真是辛苦她了。我们聊了好多。多希望当时有多啦A梦的时间停留工具，这样就能够让时间停留在那一刻。贝很担心走了丢下我一个人没人陪。我也好不舍得贝离开，但是我又希望她尽快顺利毕业。

 

 

     

                                      

谢谢你宝贝给了我一个美好的生日。。LOVE U