Dear Friend

In this reality world many thing is changing from time to time it is impossible that something is never change......nothing in this world can be last forever...friendship and love are something that intangible and something that hard to keep it unchange......but when something that are always change doesn't mean it always bad ,in the other word friendship will become more closer when we always there for our friend when they need help  ^^ just like this song...

                                        You can count one me...


Sometime the environment force people to change and make them not believing in friendship .When you being treated by other friend badly it not mean that all of your friend will treat you badly as well.When you decide to become one of the people that not believe in friendship then how about the people that really treat you as a real best friend,and the outcome is you might hurt their feeling and they will feel so disappointed.


Childhood friends are the best...why said so? Such friendships never gone as we mature and grow old because. The friendship that develops between two friends in school or through living in the same locality, often goes on to become everlasting and is never broken by any outside force. I am still in touch with my childhood friend from secondly school and he is like a pillar of support to me. he lives in a different city, but we keep in touch through phone and Facebook .During a special occasion we will have a gathering even though now we have our own way to go and life style but we will still feel happy can spend time together with and hanging out by doing nothing. The bond that forms between two childhood friends is unbreakable. Such friendships are intuitive, where one friend understands the mind of the other.


i have meet many friend no matter in working or studying....one of them is a cute couple that been really kind to me all the time,very supportive,help me when i face difficulty  and always come around to disturb me also....another friend of my is a very good person that very quite but very strong in language, not much talking ,when buy news paper like to buy 2 set of news paper with different language but sometime will say some cold joke to me .too many friend to list out, if really want to talk about them it really take time ^^ anyway thanks to all my friends ....without you all i am sure that my life will turn become meaningless....


This is the letter for my friend that are changing

I know we used to be like, best friend, but I just don’t feel it anymore. You’ve changed. I can almost honestly say that you’re not who you used to be. I’m probably not either when i facing you and now i feel like insecure when telling you something....

I miss the good old times ,we’d talk about things from music all the way to what we wanted to be but since your life being inspire by another person i think friend had become nothing and not empty space for a friend to fill in anymore... I miss that when you were just you.... I miss just hanging out every weekend, fooling around, talking, eat breakfast , lunch and dinner together but those times seem to be so far . Now there’s drama, exam , activities and many thing keep us busy.


You now have a mix of a good and bad image. Your bad image is you cannot be trusted anymore and hard to keep any secret. Your good image is a clever person that care about family. Which side is the real you? I know who you really are on the inside, so why are covering up all that good stuff? it’s almost like a big apple's  doughnut with filling, but there’s so much dough, you can’t reach the filling.

The End

Choice Vs Courage

Every people will have a different  life and different turning point,

It is like travel with a bus,
Will pass through every single of the different stations.

At the the end of the day either we ring the bell and get off the bus
Or wait for someone else to ring the bell,

Then we follow other people....

For those people who lost their direction...
There maybe will not have the courage to ring the bell and get off the bus....

They will follow the footsteps of others,If we are the people who always follow other people footstep..
We will not really get what you want life are we???

It is depend on our choice.

If  we make a right choice we will able to stop at the right stop,
The wrong choice we make , will delay our travel time...and each the destination late then other...
If we stop at other stop before our destination..we still can manage to look at the surrounding
Bus there is always the moment to end.

Most importantly,
Grab the opportunity ,
Make the right choice.



Suddenly i think of this song Katy Perry -Part of me .....she choose to be a soldier after break out with his bf 

Being a Student is hard

At the time I feel my life in a holding pattern. I feel like I'm waiting for real life to begin, real life being when I become an adult, when I'm not longer a student and when I can start putting things on hold (like travel, moving, getting on with life).

Any one who has done postgraduate study will probably know where I'm coming from. I'm currently entering my 2th year of study and I really feel I couldn't stand being a student any longer -  I couldn't see the finish line....it is just way too far just like the song in the Que Sera Sera.....the future not not us to see Que Sera Sera.....

I felt like having goals to work towards has been helpful, but at the same time I feel that my life just consists of working towards milestones in my study and nothing else. Hence the feeling of real life being non-existent and not reality at all...like never ending story....But at the same time I have to feel like it's all been worth it. One of the only things that stops me quitting is that after all those years is knowledge.Actually learning is something that every people will go through..the different is how much you learn and what you had learn.I always remind  my self that the basic of human get their knowledge is through learning....if a person even learning they also not willing to do dun expect that he or she can accomplish something in future....

I know this is probably not the last time I will feel like this - there will probably be times later in my life where I feel again like I'm in a holding pattern. I think there is this fairytale in my head that everything will be better once I'm done.

So now instead of complain for current situation  I should be focusing on finishing my exam , so I can get on with the next stage of waiting to become an adult.

Walking till never ending....

Don't be surprise to see me back on this blog again.

I stated in past post that this blog will not die.

And now, let's get the imagination going.

Do check back once in a while.

Who knows?

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Life is never an easy task.

No objection, i think.

Life is a never ending road.

Keep going forward even if they try to stop you and influence you with negative words.

Life does not give you a retake.

Make the best out of it, if it ever does.

It's not a disaster if you fall.

It's a disaster if you fall and never get back up.

Keep walking,

they'll be light in front,

that leads you to the bright end.

As problems are meant to be solved.

Some failures now have no right to stop you to fight for future success.

Bitterness of past is just as sweet as success when you look back.

Mama always says "learn from your mistakes".

I believes the ones applied it well are very much on top by then.

To be successful, you have to be dare enough

to step on your failure,

and climb to the top and obtain it.

To be successful, you have to bite your teeth

to walk on the stony route,

and beat the pain to master it.

It could be inches away,

it could be miles away.

You discovered it.

Keep walking,

it's at your reach.